Hah… I’m going back to Malaysia tomorrow. So excited myself, the kids as well. Been counting days ever since I told them about it. But that was those moments before yesterday.. WHY, because I’m going with the kids only. Gotta leave my hubby, he can only join us later. Tengah sayu ni… it’s been like that for years, mostly and especially during school holidays. We could hardly go together sebab dia takleh cuti lama2..
If I were to wait for him, we only have very little time to spend with the entire family in Malaysia.. Tapi nak buat camna, kerja makan gaji macam tu la.
Takpe.. Ada masa nanti cuti lama2..
I keep telling the kids that daddy kena keje, to earn money for the family…so that he can buy this and that, bla bla bla. He will join us later. Itu je la modal yang ada. Last2 dia nangis jugak sampai terlelap. Tadi pun camtu. Now three of them are sleeping together. I’m feeling sad, miserable, pitiful and distressful to leave him. Sini makan minum ada sikit susah lah. He arrives late everyday. Nak singgah makan in town pun, badan dah penat travel. Marsha ni pulak dah kena high fever Friday night. Kasi Neurofen & then Eludril to gargle, nasib temperature turun. Tapi still rushed her to SOS Clinic semalam, takut2 infection. Memang pun, dapat lak antibiotic dah. He himself pun nampak down je.
Apa2 pun kena balik jugak esok. Nak kena repair rumah etc... Will try to keep myself busy with things. Meet old friends, relatives etc AND jalan2 cari makan laaaa...
Dunno if I'd be able to get connected to internet (nak update blog etc...), rasanya mak dah disconnect house phone line. Hah.. budak2 takde kerja dok call & talked nonsense!! Suara memang budak2 Melayu pulak tu... apa nak jadi depa ni!! Buat malu bangsa je. But I'm sure Kuantan banyak Cyber Cafe kot.
HAPPY NEW YEAR...
..WISHING ALL OF YOU EVERLASTING LOVE & HAPPINESS..